Relief, Reticence And Hopefully Reward

I did it. Yesterday afternoon I gave my notice and December will by my last month to draw an income. I am at once terrified and exhilarated; excited and reticent. The moment I hit send on that email (yes I broke up with work via email) I felt the universe open up a million possibilities for me. I know how new agey that sounds but it's honestly how I felt.

I learned so much from my boss there over the last few years. He and his wife really took me under their wings. I had permission to learn from my mistakes. Lately the lessons have been much more internal. It's been clear for a while that it's time for me to move on. I hadn't done so mostly out of fear of the unknown (which is totally out of character for me by the way).

Right now my job is to prepare for the shrimps arrival. What happens after that is anyone’s guess. I'm excited to move on to the next challenge; the new lessons I'm supposed to learn in this lifetime. Today I'm working on trusting that the universe will provide an enjoyable way for me to make the extra money we'll undoubtedly need. I just need to open my eyes to all of those new possibilities. I can feel it.